How do I get unstuck and move my career forward?

Presently I'm 37 / M & Live in India ..... I feel ashamed to say still I'm unable to make proper career and earnings. I have done graduation in science ( took additional 3 years to clear the back logs).. It was a IT boom period at those times ( when I was 23 yr) and also I did some IT certification courses at the right time. But due to my extreme shyness, communication problem and social anxiety I was not able go out to city and get a job. I some how wasted another 4 years and finally I got a job at 30 Yr In IT field worked for 5 years changed 3 companies but I was paid very little for my work and effort. I'm struggling with OCD / Pannic attack problem from teenage. And due to extreme stress and bad feelings on salary triggered pannick attack. I resigned the job , it's been 2 years I left the job. Now I'm some what better to take new challenges, But I'm totally confused whether I should get a new job in Company or Start some small business. Please suggest what will be the best decision you will take at my position JOB or Business. Also my mind always floods with too much ideas and due to this I will not be able to arrive at single career. For ex... I like to be music composer, Start film direction, start some small scale industry, Start some retail business, Start photography, Start some video special effects company although I don't have any experience in these fields these are all my extreme urges to pursue these career. I do have experience in IT support which I worked for 5 years. PLZ suggest me what should I do JOB or Business.....Thanks in advance.