recently I lost my grandma and at the moment is difficult but when time pass you'll see is better for them to be in heaven with no difficulties rather to be here with pain if you want to express your sadness call me I'll be glad to help you

I understand what your passing true and don't think your the only one because in the world there are millions of cases like yours but I'd say if u put effort in what u want you'll get it any day you just have to wait if you want to talk more about his call I'll be glad to help you